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Of course love entails, benevolence towards the beloved, but it cannot be reduced to mere benevolence. Pure agape by itself becomes a form of benevolent …
I ran across, this, misuse, of insanity, to undo, God’s of our’ Bible’s Word’s, when, checking what a Google, of my blog, would bring up. There, is only one definition of agape, and that is, benevolent love. Agape merely refers to, the love, of which is benevolent, altogether, never, toward another, and the above, is an insane, dead fuck, blaspheming, as love is a feeling, not a thought, directed toward another. Many, cannot find love, because they keep looking for it, in others, and do not feel it, instead. To know the love of another, one must feel love, and give oneself to another, in benevolent love.
There are more words in Greek for love, not just agape, one must use all words to speak of an entire, love of which is felt, in every way altogether. We, do not think love, we feel love. Many walk around, thinking love, toward others without feeling, love, proof of this is in their claim of love for those starving in Africa. We feel love, for, and the love of, those present, we feel compassion for those we hear of starving in Africa, however, if one will not walk outside, one’s studio while raising money to feed the starving in Africa, and lead a homeless man to shelter, food, and clothing, then one, is only feeding oneself, not others. There is of course, agape: benevolent love, also, eros: erotic, sensual, sexual love, philos: familial love felt for members of a family, or group to which one belongs, and thelema: love of which is felt as desiring of another, altogether. If one, in speaking of love, as a verb, with every meaning, all-inclusive, wants others to know what one requires, words: of which; describe, how one is referring to one’s feeling, are necessary, of which will define correctly, the love felt. If one is defining another’s love, one is misspeaking.
Agape Me You
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Sung to, Love Me Do,
By, John Lennon
Philo me do.
I do philo; you,
I belong to you,
Pleasure, philo: do;
Whoa, philo too.
Agape do,
One: agape; too,
One: always be true,
Please, my: agape;
Agape be.
Fuse: our body in love,
Fuse our body, you,
Fuse: us in love,
Fuse us in one, you.
Thelema; do,
My: thelema,
Irresistible,
So please; thelema,
My: thelema.
Eros me do.
And, know eros, too,
Marry; me, sweetheart,
So please, eros; do.
Whoa, eros: too.
Fuse: our body in love,
Fuse our body, you,
Fuse: us in love,
Fuse us in one, you.
MarkMyParadigm @ December 15, 2007
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God is not against abortion, in that it kills an unborn, He is for, valued life. Sometimes, in places where an abortion occurs, it is more kind, and compassionate, to allow an abortion, than allow a child to be born into a life of which, would be pure tragedy. In order, to avoid one tragedy, God has to end another. And, in such a way to make clear, He will not allow mothers of children to be forced into slavery of which, would be raising children, in slavery for men, who have succeeded in getting them pregnant, against their wishes, as well. Motherhood and marriage, as it occurs, in a manner of which is, as God intends, with both people in a fusion, of one body, one spirit, one heart and one mind, and being so, by their mutual desire, and as, God of our’ Bible’s, having made it so, unrestrained and unbound and chosen freely, can only become what God altogether, created as marriage, doing so as forced, is not even possible. God’s, holy and divine marriages cannot occur, other than it be the freewill choice, of both people in a fusion, and any others in polygamy, and not, a contract, enforced against a persons will, of which amounts, to slavery.
Picture the King Kong movie, and an actress, who makes the mistake of getting on that boat full of men, the only woman present, on a sea voyage of which would have taken, a year to complete, to get to anywhere that island, Skull Island, could exist, from New York, New York. Now, picture a voyage, in which each of the men take turns with the woman, and throw her aside, to the next, in a gang rape. Then, picture this, that boat will be at sea long enough for a child to be born, onto, that boat full of sailors, while still at sea. In this event, God sees aborting a child as, more kind, than, having a child born into what would occur, on that boat. And, bear in mind there is no spirit in a fetus, the spirit enters when the umbilical cord, is cut, as a spirit inside a spirit cannot exist, and a fetus with a spirit, would have to have that spirit, be inside, the mother’s spirit. As, the mother’s; spirit, fills the entire body. And, even though another spirit can occupy, a body, it is not inside the body in such a way it would have to be enclosed inside the mother’s spirit. Therefore, there is no spirit, before birth, and even where there is a spirit, after birth, and there is an early death, God can give the spirit, another life again, in another birth, and there are spirits, of which, decide to enter the child, voluntarily, as service, to God. And, all spirits are not complete as a single spirit, God’s design is for, His creations to mate in marriages, of fused, body, spirit, mind and heart, therefore, only couples are complete in heaven, and yes actually, homosexuals, and lesbians, can combine spirits, and hearts and minds, and God is not cruel, and since His creations, come out, as such, He allows this union, in heaven, as well. Therefore, only people with fused partnerships, are complete, and will live again, in God’s final created earth kingdom, heaven.
God, gives each living soul and spirit, a soul is a smaller part of the entire spirit, of which is included in the spirit, and however, is not comprised of the entire spirit, each, who do not find their mate and marriage on earth, another life, as a new spirit. However, if one dies a spiritual death, God gives them no new life, and since, He creates partners for each, if one dies before they meet and mate, or become engaged, He will create a new person for the living one. Also, if two people are engaged, or betrothed, God’s of our’ Bible’, is again, not cruel, and will give the two, the marriage, in heaven. Therefore, in an abortion, of which, would not allow a child the cruel fate of being born, onto such a ship as depicted in King Kong, only, unnecessary, pain, suffering, and cruelty are avoided. Not, one soul, or spirit is ever lost, and pain is not relevant, compared to that of a life of constant rape and torture. Life is living amongst constant compainions?
Also, as to American law, and its constitution, Roe VS Wade, cannot be over-turned, unless one challenges it in court, specifically, and it can not be challenged, at all, as it was ruled on, in a final ruling, therefore, it cannot be over-turned, or ruled contrary to, now at all. And, as to the law, and its ruling, that outlawing abortion is unconstitutional, lets take a look at what, we have as constitutional law, now. Constitutional law, states, in the case of a woman’s life, or self being threatened with harm or death, an abortion must be allowed, therefore, all abortions are legal, as no one else, except each individual woman, can decide, if they will be harmed, by the birth of the child. And, one does not want others deciding, what will harm people, as one will find people who will claim jumping out of a plane without a parachute will not harm anyone, and even though, an extreme example, and immediately obvious to most, there are other places less obvious where worse advice is given. Such as, a child born onto that boat in, King Kong, will not be harmed in anyway.
The abortion argument, of which would force women, against their will to birth children to harm, of the children, or of themselves, as slavery to men, who succeed in getting them pregnant, is against God’s of our’ Bible’s, in that it is anti-government, and anti-Justice, and anti-faith, anti-hope and anti-love. Valued life, is what God’s of our’ Bible’s is for, not rape, murder, robbery, theft, larceny, stealing, child rape, child abuse, beating and raping and abusing of children, altogether, and wife beating, or battery. We, as a society need to stop condoning evil, as a practice, entirely, in order, to only condone, faith, hope, and love.
In a footnote, if one wants to be successful in prosecuting the use of pictures of child rape by child rapists, for entertainment, and not have it be lost, then one needs to use the term pedophile pictures, instead of child pornography, as all cases, in which a challenge against the word pornography are brought to court, are lost, with the same ruling, “Everyone’s definition of pornography is different, so I have to dismiss the case.” And, it is easily proven, a pedophile uses, pictures present, for pedophile purposes. Then, I will not any longer, have to watch, Nancy Grace, thumb through a picture book, of naked children, threatening to have any man who looks at the book arrested. Knowing, they are not pictures of children being raped, and are posed as beautiful, so they will not be of any value, to a child rapist, who seeks to destroy this beauty, and wants only pictures, of this, destroyed beauty, or the destruction taking place of the beauty.
Then, there is the issue of a restraining order, of which actually restrains the person, being restrained, from reaching the person being protected, and murder, rape, battery, theft, larceny, and other crimes, where there is a victim, being restrained, from occurring. And, in the case of marriage, if one follows God’s of our’ Bible’s rules going in, one will not need rules, to govern the marriage. As, people of one body, one spirit, one heart, and one mind, fused together, in faith, hope and love, will not seek to harm each other, and unless given advice, about jumping from planes without parachutes, will not likely come to intentional harm.
There, are, two holy and divine nights, the night in which two people fuse together in marriage, and the night, Christ, God’s of our’ Bible’s, Son, is born onto earth. And, Christ, is now meant to be borne in each person, each day, not just on, December 25th. And, we do not like the Grinch story much. As, does anyone know of a person, of whom, steals, the gifts, believing they are stealing Christmas, hangs around long enough to notice, they did not steal Christmas, from anyone at all, then has their heart grow, three sizes too big, and decides to give the gifts back, and join the party? It never, happens. One can only cancel, end, or steal, one’s own Christmas, and when one does, there is nothing to return. Not one gift.
MarkMyParadigm @ December 13, 2007
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When interviewed on TV, Senator, Hillary Rodham Clinton, was asked, “What version of the bible would you bring to the White House?” She answered the question, biblically correct, in that she answered, “I would bring a copy of the constitution, apparently, George W. Bush didn’t.” Does not the bible say, “Government is not to be feared, if one follows the laws, one will not run afoul of the government.” So, if Hillary Rodham Clinton, brings a copy of the constitution to the White House, she is bringing what the bible requires, government. Is not George W. Bush, and all pseudo-Christian, right-wing conspiracy, Bush’ leaguers’ all together; anti-government, and is this not; anti-bible? So, if we want a pro-bible person, in the White Hosue, then do we not have to elect, a pro-government person? Yes, and, therefore, who is not pro-government, should not be elected to public office, anymore, in America, if we want to be pro-bible, and pro-God’s of our’ Bible’s.
The republican’s are dreaming, we Democrats, will run Barak Obama, as they believe they can defeat him, in spite of the fact, of which, in Hillary Rodham Clinton, and if we run, Nancy Pelosi as VP, we have two, intelligent, knowledgeable, educated, learned, exprienced leaders. And, a White House we can lock up for 16 years, with pro-government leadership, of which, is experienced, intelligent, knowledgeable, educated, and learned. We, Democrats know Obama, as; naive, and inexperienced, and a person who’s public statements indicate, an ideology contrary to God’s of our’ Bible’s, in that like George W. Bush, he is: pseudo-Christian, anti-government, conspiracy; minded. So, there is a possibility, that satan slaves will out number, good with God’s of our’ Bibler’s, and will want to elect, satan slave Barak Obama, as king satan slave over them, instead of electing, Hillary Rodham Clinton, who is God’s of our’ Bible’s, choice. Did, not we end up with a king George, and anarchy, instead of government, the last time pseudo-Christian, anti-government, conspiracy; idealogues, rail-roaded us into a king, instead of a president?
It is time, to decide, do we want a government, of which God’s of our’ Bible’s, says, “Is not to be feared,” or, do we want another: satan slave, pseudo-Christian, anti-government; ideologue, set over us as king?
MarkMyParadigm @ December 4, 2007
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Bear in mind, although, the mind, heart and spirit, come with the ability to be switched off, we Jews do not recommend using the equipment, with the switch in the off position. We, know the dangers, all too well, from family history, of which, stretches back to the beginning of time. Most, turn the switches off, so as to stop listening to, and doing what God’s of our Bible’s asks, only to find, it makes one a robot for satan, and God’s of our Bible’s, manipulates this machine to its mortal, or immortal, if immoral means not moral, then immortal means not mortal, and a human with a dead fuck spirit, and no heart or mind, is immortal, and so is one who has died, so God’s of our Bible’s manipulates each dead fuck soul, heartless, brainless, scum of the earth, to their immortal death. An, everlasting, forever afterliving spirit, is one who accepts Christ, His Teaching’s, Promises, Gifts and blessings on earth, and is refered to as eternal, not ever immortal. As, when God’s of our Bible’s finishes creating His earth, the way He wishes, we will all again, live as: mortal, everlasting, forever afterliving; beings, with eternal spirits.
So, we Jews never complain to God’s of our Bible’s, about what happens when people try to use their being, with the mind, heart and soul, switched to off, we just walk away, dusting off our hands, saying, “Morons: will be; morons.” It, is a price we find willing to pay, to live on earth, and if we, Jews, have any fault in this regard, it is that we find, sometimes, what we can do to these people (morons, and insane dead fucks), so amusing, we forget the danger they pose, to the unknowing, and do not teach the unknowing, how to: join in the; fun. A problem exists, with swtiching off the mind, although it comes with a switch, and can be used in the off position, we Jews recommend one: never tries to use the mind, when switched to the; off position. While on, the mind, is a network of neurons, when switched off, it becomes an interconnected network of morons. And, when morons are, attempted to use, the mind, of interconnect morons, as a network; short circuits, and the satanic robot, starts walking around in a daze, like the robot on, Lost In Space, going, “Error, error, error!?!?” So, one: sees the problem here, if one uses: neurons, one has a long enough network, to; get the task done, if one uses: morons, the circuit is; too short.
One day, I am going to rewrite the Song, I Am An Indian Outlaw, into, I Am An Indian Half-Brain. The words will be: I am an Indian half-brain, I was born with half a brain, my wife has the other half, I won’t be complete, until we meet. Only, problem with this song, is, one: can only sing it, and have it played on the radio, before one gets married, and fuses into a one body, one mind, one spirit, organism, so after marrying Faith Hill, Tim McGraw, would have to stop singing the song, and if he did not have enough sense to stop singing the song, and having it played on the radio, he would end up, with half a brain again, or less. As, one: usually does not get all to their brain back in a divorce. Like, the house, she keeps a big piece of this real estate, why do we have both the words, reality, and real, so we can make the word real estate, otherwise, we would have to buy and sell, reality estate, and arguing over this estate, in a divorce, would require surrendering reality, to the divorced spouse. So, instead, we only: surrender, what is refered to as; real estate. I, however, in that, I support: marriage and fusing, into a; single organism, and believe the God’s of the Bible’s commandment, it is evil to forbid marriage, to the extent that, like Abraham, I will never forbid a wife, anything, it is not my place to forbid my wife, and I will definitely never forbid a wife, a marriage, if Abraham, would not forbid, Sarah, a marriage to the point of allowing her to be taken, I will follow, Abraham’s lead, as I wish to have my hundred years on earth, with each wife, life Abraham and Sarah, did. We, may not all make it: there; to a hundred years together on earth, in this life, however, I will always want and hope, we will. So, with this song, about being a half-brain, until marriage, if I marry and fuse in polygamy, I can go on singing the song, with my wives permssion, as long as I marry and fuse into a new, one body organism, with a new wife, each time I sing the song, or it is played on the radio.
I have: half a mind, to: marry; each woman, who chooses: to, marry; me, and I wish for us, to: marry, and fuse, into a: one body organism; together.
MarkMyParadigm @ November 25, 2007
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God’s of our Bible’s defense against a lie, is the truth, as the lie will always reveal the truth it is trying to conceal. And, those who have decided to lie, knowing no one believes their lie, have decided, getting the lie told, is the accomplishment, not deception, as, if one: knows the truth is; revealed by a lie, and lies on, one: is accomplishing, only; lying. And, such a person who believes; a lie, is more powerful than God’s of our Bible’s, or their ability to tell; a lie, is more powerful than God’s of our Bible’s, has made their: god; the lie. A moron is, anyone: who believes; they are more powerful than God’s or our Bible’s. Insane: is any person who: attacks; God’s of our Bible’s, makes rules for others to follow (hypocracy), and exercises false authority. All power, glory and authority are God’s of our Bible’s, if one: does not like this; be respectful enough to at least realize, one: is living, on: God’s of our Bible’s; planet, and He exercises justice on it, not those who are evil, instead of good with God’s of our Bibler’s, and the criminal.
MarkMyParadigm @ November 24, 2007
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Since, so many people seem to think there is such a thing as a justified attack, allow me to clarify, God’s of our Bible’s justice is apllied to attackers for launching their attacks. There, is no justifiable attack in: God’s of our Bible’s eye’s, as all attacks are against; God’s of our Bible’s. One: who has read a bible, will know: God’s of our Bible’s, allows; defense against an attack, only, never; launching an attack, therefore, to: launch any attack, is to attack; God’s of our Bible’s. To, understand God’s of our Bible’s system of defense, in His current, believer’ and follower’ of Christ belief system: A human size; spirit and mind of Christ, a Holy Spirit; helper, as head, inside a: chapel, for; Christ, in each human being: amongst an; assembly of believer’s and follower’s of Christ’s Teaching’s, and God’s of our Bible’s Word’s: with Christ, as; head. One: must study, an entire: Vatican version, English translated bible; at a qualified bible school, and know enough about the true: Hebrew and Greek Scripture’s, and Writing’s, from devoted study, to discern the difference, between an attack, and a defense. And, then one: will know why; all attacks, are always against, God’s of our Bible’s.
Therefore, from now on, a justified attack is: an attack in which God’s of our Bible’s justice has been apllied to each and every attacker, involved in an attack on God’s of our Bible’s. Until, God’s of our Bible’s: justice, retribution, vengenace and judgement, has been; applied, with all power, authority and glory being: His; to an attacker, no attacker has been: justified. All, power, authority and glory being His.
To forbid marriage, is not only, a blasphemy of the Holy Spirit, as any view of God’s of our Bible’s, holy and divine marriage, of lying in a wedding bed, and becoming fused into, one spirit, one heart, one mind and one body, of which will allow a person to forbid it, is blasphemous and profane, it is always an attack.
MarkMyParadigm @ November 24, 2007
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As, it has become necessary, I must speak, about myself, on the subject of race, although no one ever: speaks up to declare themselves; a Jew, I must now make clear, I am of Assyrian, and Hebrew flocks. I am a full blooded Assyrian, with enough, Hebrew to be considered, Hebrew. God’s of our Bible’s, creates, flocks and sets them free, and He does not number them, the hairs on each sheep, yes, the number of sheep, no. He does not refer to His creations as races. The only pure created flocks are, Assyrian, Turkish, Ethiopian, Asian, and Mayan/American Indian. The creation stories for, Assyrian, Turkish and Ethiopian flocks, exist in Hebrew texts, of which have been altered from their original in the Vatican, to create what we have now, as Genesis, 1 & 2, in a bible. The reasons for the creation of the bible’s Genesis 1 & 2, are on record, in the Vatican, and amongst bible scholars, it is no secret.
The creation stories, for Asian and Mayan/American Indian flocks, exist in their lore, and are taught like the Hebrew stories, to their young, verbally, not using texts. God’s of our Bible’s, created Assyrian, Turkish and Hebrew flocks, in a basin, now flooded, called the Mediterranean Sea, when there was a land bridge across where Gibraltar, is, and when He was done, using a long period of rain, forty days and forty nights, explains this completely, He flooded the basin and destroyed it. Assyrian, Turkish, and Ethiopian flocks, of which had exited the basin, survived, and populated the areas, they now populate. The Vatican’s, Genesis 1 & 2, and Noah’s Ark, stories: are flawed; in that they claim a couple, or a handful of people, can populate an entire planet. Does this cause any harm, yes, historians teach, populations at Plymouth, and James Town were doomed, they did not have enough fertile, women, to have survived, as a population. The not racist, Spaniards, who were sent to the Mayan’s, found them worthy of mating with in marriages, of God’s of our Bible’s: design, in which; two people, become, one spirit, one mind, one heart, and one body, we call the fusion of which takes place in a wedding bed, getting fused. Mayan’s had not died out, they abandoned their temples and false god’s at God’s of our Bible’s request, and were spared being destroyed. American Indians, at James Town would be tempted to rape, by witnessing rape, used as a weapon of war. This temptation, would cause the downfall, of most American Indians, although, there is still a remnant of this flock, from which, a not fallen flock, will be re-created. Unfortunately, Mayan’s, would lead the Spanish conquistadors, to their old temples, giving the Spaniards gold fever, causing the first American gold rush, however, colonists left behind, would fuse with Mayan’s, and historians teach, would not have surivived, like Plymouth and James town, had they not. If, anyone has seen Jennifer Lopez, one will know why, she has enough Mayan in her, to ask: is there a man on earth, who does not desire her; for getting fused?.
As a child, I was with my Hebrew, Jewish faith believing mother, and believer and follower of Christ, long enough for her to have taught me in my ear, all Hebrew stories, the correct ones, the false ones, and their differences, and the God’s of our Bible’s; New Testament teachings, the correct, and the false, and their difference. A person is only refered to correctly as Jewish, if one believes the Jewish religion, Hebrew is the flock, Jewish is the belief system. All Jewish people, who become believer’s and follower’s of Christ, do so correctly, their understanding of Hebrew texts, correctly, manages to allow, no Jewish person, ever goes to church, or visits an assembly of believer’s and follower’s of Christ, and comes home believing, in Santa Claus. As, if one believe’s the, Christmas Story, one believe’s Christ’s Teaching’s wrong. Did, He not die on a cross, and arise in a glorified body, of which, we will have when God’s of our Bible’s finishes, creation? The, Easter Story, is Christ’s Teaching’s wrong too. Anarchy in humans, for some reason created evil in humans, God’s of our Bible’s, had to send His Son, although is was to His death on the cross, to create: a human size spirit, a mind of Christ, of which; can occupy a human, a Holy Spirit; helper, and have His Son: Teach’ the way to infuse oneself; with God’s of our Bible’s new belief system, so Christ will become the head, this story is best refered to as; Anarchy Revoked!
Unfortunatley, my mother was in a second marriage, a widow of her first, and her second husband, had accused her of getting pregnant too fast, and said he would kill her and the child, as it was not his. She fled, and was in the hospital, under Jewish doctors care, who were helping her to wean her child off of milk, to give the child up, before fleeing. The person known as my mother, who is not my mother, but a kidnapper, decided one day to punish my father who is not my father, by switching babies, in the ward, in the hospital where she had given birth. My mother caught her doing, so, and watched as, my false mother clipped the name bracelet off of my real mother’s child, me, and hid the bracelet. My mother, told her who she was, and gave her persmission to continue, as I and her, were going to be murdered anyway. My false mother, then: staged a scene; and had the bracelet replaced on, me, claiming she was sure I was her child, and no one ever, checked the bracelet, on her own child. I was about 10 months old, at that time, and my new false parents, were unware always, that at my age, I could understand English, and was old enough there would never be a time, I would not remember: consciously; all conversations around me. I was not old enough to talk, but, old enough to hear. And, my Jewish/Believing and Following of Christ mother, had taught me to hear God’s of our Bible’s; voice, and to listen. All Jewish parents teach their children now, the importance, of: not just hearing what God’s of our Bible’s says, but; doing what He says. We, have learned our lesson, and now teach the importance of following God’s of our Bible’s instructions, not rules on paper. Paul prophesied, the gosple would go to the gentiles, and then be returned to the unbelieving Hebrews, later, and Peter with the keys to heaven, and ability to loose and bind on earth, when knowing of this, being God’s of our Bible’s design, bound it amoungst the Hebrews, they had not recieved the gosple, and loosed it amongst the gentiles, they were to recieve to Gosple of Jesus Christ, and as believer’s and follower’s of Christ, give it back to us Hebrews. This, prophecy, was fullfilled, when Israel was recreated at the end of world war 2, only like always, receiving the belief system of Christ: Christ’s Spirit, His Holy Spirit, Christ’s Mind, as head, and belief in God’s of our Bible’s Teaching’s; through His Son Christ as head of the assembly of people who are chapels, of which, Christ occupies, is voluntary, and like all other flocks, some believe and some do not, my mother is a believer and follower of Christ, is why; I am alive.
When, I left the hospital, with my new parents, there was an uproar, as when my real mother went home to her husband with my new parents child, instead, they were both killed, and as he stated the reason was the child was not his, before discovering the bracelet, had the wrong name on it, they were searching for my parents as they thought a mistake had been made. Unable to find my parents, before my parents were warned, two months after leaving the hospital, they placed me, in a baby carrier, and drove, from Syracuse, New York, to Fort Wayne, Indiana, without stopping for anything other than gas, so, when they got to Fort Wayne, I was dehydrated, so they went to a hospital, and since their name matched a bulletin about the murder, police were contacted. My new parents, claimed and convinced police, I was their child, and they were certain no mistake was made, so even though, by the date of birth given, they had a one year old, and not a two month old, it was determined by the Fort Wayne, police, to be their child, and no evidence existed of anything supiscious. To this date, the Fort Wayne police still do not consider there to be evidence of any crime, ever being commited, at all times. A few years ago, there was roofer who fell through a hole in the roof of an apartment building, a hole in the second floor, and to a concrete floor two stories; below, to his death. Even though this could only have existed as some kind of booby trap, and a roofer had missed, where he had placed his trap door, and other roofers claimed he was on the roof at night, alone, trying to work out a drug deal, with drug dealers, since the management of the building, claimed there was a reason for the hole, in the second story apartment, the Fort Wayne police concluded the was no evidence of anything suspicious. If a Fort Wayne, police officer does not witness a crime occur, he will conclude there is no evidence that it did, and if Fort Wayne, police officers were standing outside a bank, and masked gunmen were to run in and rob the bank, right in front of them, they would conclude there was not enough evidence. Told, “There are video cameras,” they would point out, “However, they were wearing masks, so there is not going to be enough evidence.”
My new parents, had chosen me a God Mother, and when she would not molest me, they set out to fix me up on a date with women who would. It is a well known historic fact, my new parents, went looking for playmates to be my lovers, when I was a child, and found several, whose husbands allowed we could be lovers, and who asked me if I would be, and I went willingly, finding each irresistable, and became their belonging, we fell so in love. Unfortunatley, my new parents did not know better than to openly recruit people, and would recruit lovers, by offering them baby sitting privileges, with a promise to pay, without setting any price, and when we became lovers would refuse to pay. At least three times, they accidentally recruited real baby sitters, who when they found they would not get paid, and could not stand up to my father, and did not stop taking me to watch, after knowing no payment was coming, took it out on me, for having come to their house, in their car to be watched, and then got offended when I pointed out, that if I were free to travel as I please, I would not now be in their house against their wishes. I have always had these unpleasant run-ins with the insane, becasue of the way my parents recruited people, to watch me, then.
Another unfortunate problem, was that others who found out I would willingly do anything a woman asked, because, I loved the taste and smell and feel of any woman, would always try to seduce me into doing so, with promises of being married as an adult, and/or, running off and living together until I was old enough, and then getting married, then. When, these ways to seduce me, turned out, not to be true, it got so painful, I stopped, doing what I had, with an agreement we would not again, unless, as polygamy, as a secret practice had been proven to me to exist, we were going to really be married, or fused as we called it, as adults. A frigid ice queen, who never was a lover, then became my babysitter, and began a quest for a woman, I would not find desirable enough, to want to be with as a lover, and marry. She would take me to women, all of which were over 60, and ask if I would, and each woman would ask, when I said yes, if I wanted to, and once we kissed, I would stay and do, as before, anything she asked. Many, of these lovers, explained to me, that marriage would not be this way, I would not be asked to do things, and I would be expected to ask and pursue marriage, by any woman, wanting to be my wife. Once, however, we passed a church, and this frigid ice queen, remarked those people, would not do that with you, the look, one: of the married parishoners gave me, at her husbands side, made me doubt the validity of her thesis. When, one of my lovers, found out about this, she agreed to watch me the next time, she was asked, and as always, my clothes came off, when I got through her front door, and hers too, only as, we went to get into bed, she picked up a bible, and brought it to bed. She then read, John 3:16, to me, and tempted me to believe, Jesus wanted us to sin openly, and be as evil as we wanted to be, or we did not believe; He would forgive us, when we died. I refused to believe, that obvious blasphemy of the Holy Spirit, and believed instead, we were to stop sinning first, and if we Believed in Christ, we would be forgiven, by His grace for our errors, when not believing. When, she took me to my mother, after I spent the night, she tried to tell my mother I had sinned, since I did not believe, what she had tempted me to believe. She found out she had broken a real rule, of my parents, she had admited to the loving occuring, and to my parents this always ended all dates, with playmates. I would never see the woman again, however, I now believed in Christ.
After a pause, one of my lovers who had stopped, unless we were going to be married, according to my request, agreed to do what we did, under those condidtions, we actaully be fused as adults, however, we had attracted the attention of stalkers, unknowingly. And, there were women, waiting in a car at her house, when we went there, and as she walked up the front, to the house, with me following behind, one of these stalkers, got out of the car grabbed me, and put me in the car, and they drove off. They, soon found out I did not know my home address, or phone number, and I went with them to one of the women’s, house. I soon realized, by experience, by the time I was three years old, I knew about everything of which goes on behind closed doors, a unique education for a child, and discernment of their actions indicated, the women were lesbians, and they intended to try to stop me from wanting the women, and what we did, by doing with me, what I enjoyed, until, I no longer did. I let them know, that would not occur, I would never get tired of it, they did not believe me, and set out to try to. When, they called their other lesbian friends, to come over and try, they found out: I was a lesbian; magnet. And, began to throw frequent, show the little heterosexual boy, no pity parties, and would take turns. Remember, lesbians like oral sex and kissing and licking the body, and do not desire, sex with a man. Since, I am only a three year old boy, and not past puberty, I cannot have sex, however, I can do everything physically a lesbain can, and finding out, I would do anything asked, made me very popular. I was a kidnap victim, and had no choice in where I was, and I have a weakness for female flesh, so I would not stop, I also, did not want to give lesbians the idea they had stopped a heterosexual boy from desiring a womans flesh. I would be passed around, and then, they would take turns, taking me home. They, also, did not try to seduce me, with promises of marriage as an adult, or, of staying and being there always, so it never, got emotionally painful, like it does, when such promises turn out to be false. As, even though, I was not past puberty and could not have sex, of which would create a one flesh fusion, I did, then, and now, desire marriage, then, said yes to, every woman introduced, by anyone, or whenever one asked, if I wanted to get married. Here, that question never came up.
After a while, they got worried, about if the police came looking, and I was caught with one of them. So, since they ran a shelter for raped and battered women, and one of their charges was a girl under 16, who had been repeatedly raped, by a boyfriend of her mother, who would not stop the rapes out of hatred. She was, given an apartment of her own, and it was decided, since, Fort Wayne, law then, and now, does not provide, for the prosecution of minors, for sex, and we were both minors, I would be left there. This girl, at that time believed she was a lesbian, and, had been having lesbian sex with the women charges, she had been delivered out of rape, only to be delivered into lesbian bondage, however, she asked me not to say anything to anyone, since, she had discovered, when she acted like a lesbian, men who had wanted to rape her, would no longer want to rape her. So, I stayed with her, and we grew to love each other very deeply, and she had cute little freckles all over her, and was the one whose flesh, I grew to love the taste of best. Even though, because of the episode with the frigid ice queen, taking me only to women over 60, most people were convinced I liked older women better. Which, was to an extent the truth, I like maturity in a woman, I wanted nothing to do with most young girls, and prefered women, spiritually, mentally, and emotionally who had experieneced child birth, better, than those who were not mothers. We, had an agreement when we, left, that we would be married, if my wife would allow, in polygamy, as an adult, and arranged signals so we, would know if we wanted to, when I had returned to Fort Wayne, as an adult. We, have seen each other, since my return, and exchanged the signals.
When, I was returned, to my parents, some wanted the police to prosecute, my father would not, he felt that since, I had gotten, booty, it was not kidnapping. My father worked in Fort Wayne, at the time for ITT, and was an electrical engineer, and when I got back, I found out my fathers whole entire, division was being transfered to Los Angeles, California, and we would be leaving soon. My father, did not want to get tied up in court, over the matter. Also, since many knew about the playmates who became lovers, some adults thought I would be unable to marry as an adult, and a prayer meeting was arranged, in order to determine the truth. During, the prayer meeting my mother, finally admits to the stealing of me, from my real mother, and the believing is discovered, and my agreement to stop, unless there were really going to be marriages, had happened prior to believing. During, the discussion there is a ray of light, of which appears in the room, and there is an epiphany of Christ, when Christ appears, it is noted by Christ, there are three people in the room who will not be able to see Him, as they are spiritually dead, one of them is my father, He is instructed to look through my mothers eyes, to see Christ. The other two, are told to, us, to be; rapists, who had both, once, gotten so mad at Him trying to correct their ways, they had told Him they were going to rape a woman, the next time they heard His voice, so they do not hear Him, nor, does He hear them.
Christ, then explains His appearance, is in the form of a man, I will meet in my future, who will try to fool me into beliveing He is Chirst, and demonstrates the ability to alter His appearance, then settles, into the appearance, of a man whose name would be, Tom Henry, in California, who would often try to lead me astray, into false belief, by pretending to be Christ. Christ, tells, of who my wife will be, prophecies given, in other writings, in this blog of which have been fullfilled, are given, and then I am annointed an apostle, by Christ, and given the name the apostle Gideon, because of my disapproval of men raping the women who were my lovers. He puts in my mind, His mind of Christ, with all the infinite knowledge, known to Christ, and seals the knowledge, requiring that it be unlocked, only by finding a teacher, who is willing to teach what is there, or by any who are willing to accept that the knowledge is in my mind, and ask to recieve it. Also, I am instructed, only to make sure everyone I meet makes their own choice, and not to announce I am the apostle Gideon, until another present mentions this event. I now realize, He did this so I would agree to be a student. With the information locked up, I could only know of the bible, and other knowledge, what I read, and because my mother gave me a bible under the pretense, my God mother had given it to me, did not desire reading it, under that belief. Also, I submitted, in Fort Wayne, when old enough and mature enough, as an adult believer, and going through being born again, to being a student at Taylor University, Fort Wayne, Indiana, and being taught, Old Testament Survey, New Testament Survey, Pauline Epistles, and Systematic Theology. Dr. Wes Gerig, is a well studied man, and with the information locked, I had errors, of which had developed, because of; speculations about God, instead of study, and listening. Dr. Wes Gerig, was very tough, in his rebukes when these errors, surfaced, so I would know, they were not to be taken lightly, and they were all removed, and replaced with real knowledge, about the truthful scriptures. I, also learned to think, with the knowledge of scripture, and God’s of our Bible’s Teaching’s, and know the importance, again, of listening to Him at all times, and the importance of listening to Him when I learn His Teaching’s. One: can never be; a master, unless, one: first submits to being; a student.
One, thing Christ, told me in private is, that since, I would meet my El Zanza Bar, at this age, near 50, I would be faced with the temptation of many women, and wish to marry them as well, in polygamy, of which God’s of our Bible’s, allows, and many women would be tempted by others, with the question of whether, or not they wanted to marry me, so El Zanza Bar, will decide, it is not fair if we cannot all marry as well, as God’s of our Bible’s, supports; holy and divine marriages, in which two are fused into one, and considers forbidding marriage an evil act, and blasphemous and profane, and will allow all women who choose to, and I wish to, to fuse as well. This prophecy has come to pass, and El Zanza Bar, who has now applied for a VISA for me in Great Britain, as I can get on a plane and fly there and meet her when I get off the plane, without the VISA, I can only, not exit the airport, unless I have a VISA. So, we are waiting for a VISA, expecting the normal bureaucratic delay, and when we have the VISA allowing me to travel to London, indefinitely, and stay in Great Britain, if I choose and become a; British citizen. We, will need then, to also, apply for permission to be married in Great Britain while, I am an American Citizen and she a British citizen, after receiving the VISA, before I can travel to London, the several I know, who she has allowed to my become wives and fuse, as well, will travel together, with me, to Great Britian.
After, this event with, the annointing as an apostle, some men who thought it bright, and did not apparently know, I was a one year old when I arrived in Fort Wayne, and two years old, or so, when the playmates began to be selected to be lovers, decided to pretend to be the husbands, of all my former lovers, except the ones over 60, met through the frigid ice queen, and wanted to set up, a different memory. So, they arranged to be husbands, thinking if they were to allow, my lovers, as husbands to agree to marry me, in order to bring me to the house, and then wait until I thought nothing was going to happpen, then grab me, and make something happen, I would be unable to marry them as adults, as they were to say they were just doing what, their husbands, wanted. These, men, were not bright enough to know, their real husbands, I can trust with my life, so we all took advantage, to go to bed one more time, and make the agreement, if El Zanza Bar allowes, we: will all: fuse; as adults. And, Christ had pointed out, in His annointing session, that this would be; ok, in God’s of our Bible’s, eyes, and I trust God’s of our Bible’s enough, to know, He will then arrange a time, and a place for us all to be together. Faith, hope, love, and trust lives on. As, “And now these three remain, faith, hope and love, but the greatest of these is love.” 1 Corinthians 13:13. (NIV).
I am greatful, and worshipful, toward, God’s of our Bible’s, for annointing me through His son Chirst into His service, when I was five years old, and allowing me to grow up, in a manner like that of every other child, all of my lovers, when I was a child, said, since, all the types of women I liked, loved, and am interested in, do, not like young boys, they have to teach to be husbands, I would have to grow to be as old as I am, and as mature as I am, before, the women, I am interested in, would become interested in a marriage, and fusing. I am finally, at the age and maturity, where: women I am interested in, are; returning the same interest in me, and: marriage, and; fusing is what we are asking of each other, so I go with glee to where God’s of our Bible’s has prepared for us to live, where we can be free to be who we are, and fused as we want, wish, desire in our hearts, need, require, and choose to be.
I mention this, because, I notice on the news alot, the White race are again, mingling in the news the problem they often are, they are racist, and usually, lying swill tongues of pigs, wandering amongst those, in the midst of war and chaos. Did you news: fucking morons, notice yet, in Pakistan there is not now any terrorism, inviting Bhuto, back to execute her, has ignited into warfare. That is a war, all: is, what they; fight for, and your fight, news: fucking morons; lying swilled tongues of pigs, is not needed there, or helping, since you are racist scum of the earth, not one amongst the people, over lorders, who have no place, except that of shit being scrapped off a shoe. Therefore, please refrain from referring to me, as a white, I am a full blooded Assyrian, with Hebrew, enough to be Jewish. Please: refer to me as; one: of my people’s, and in what manner you news: fucking morons; lying swilled tongies of pigs, think of my flock, refer to me. Just like blacks, openly dislike your hypocracy of thinking of a flock, in one way, and acting toward, a flock in another, if you are racist toward Jews, and Assyrians, please be racist toward me. I am not to be refered to, as white again, nor as one of you, white race people’s, who are news: fucking morons; lying swilled tongues of pigs, bowels of dung dripping mouths, fit to be wiped off of shoes, shit droppings on the street. Do not, refer to me as one of your race, and as you think of my people’s, in the middle east and Pakistan, think of and refer to me, speak openly the thoughts on your mind. If you still think you are not racist, allow me to prove it.
Was not Halle Barry, on Leno: Fucking Moron; Lying Swilled Tongue of a Pig; Show, and refered to being someone’s Jewish cousin, well, I am not offended. Halle Barry, will you marry me? I wish not to be your Jewish cousin, however, that you wish yourself a Jewish cousin, is one of the many reasons I would like: you, and I, to get; fused. Halle Barry, wanna get fused? Please, do not correct her grammar, I wish to marry her, and see, Lenos: tongue; cut out, for forbiding our marriage, a blasphemy of the Holy Spirit, so if you: News and TV, fucking morons; lying swilled tongues of pigs, wish to speak for me, do so no longer, and if blasphemers want to teach about racism, teach, correctly, you teach people to be; racist. There, is no longer, such a term as anti-semitism, there is just racist. And, people, racist against Hebrews, Jews, Assyrians, Saudis, Iraquis, Iranians, Syrians, Lebanese, Palestinians, Israelis, Muslims, and, peoples India, and peoples of Pakistan and Hindus, are all: fucking morons; lying swilled tongues of pigs; bowels dripping dung mouths of shit, fit to be wiped off of shoes, on the street.
MarkMyParadigm @ November 23, 2007